The week that followed was pure torture. Both me and Conrad were constantly having rounds with each other. He blamed me for dragging him to be there and now we were both craving them. The need to track her down was riding me hard. My demons were consuming me daily and I couldn't find the strength to run from them. To keep me away from her, I filled my days with training Kale and Haze , beating them into pulps most days. In order to be strong, you first have to feel weakness. Then at night I would drink myself into oblivion. I didn't think that it would be this way. I had planned for this since coming into my wolf. I planned what I would do , and here it was. And I was acting like a blithering i***t and it was all falling apart. She f*****g haunted me.
" I think it is time to throw the ba
