The tears in my eyes blurred out the stars, and I could barely see or feel much. Slowly, like I had fallen in love with hurting myself, I stood up and walked to the window. Nikolai's hand was resting on her waist, while her hands rested on his shoulders as she kissed him.
My eyes closed, my lips parting to expose my gritted teeth. This hurt more than I thought it would. More than I had always envisioned I would feel when he comes back with someone in his arms.
Slowly, he broke the kiss, then took a step back from her, his hand lightly cupping his forehead. She started to cover the distance to him, but he took another step back and away from her.
I saw her say something, but he only shook his head, then pointed towards the door. Suddenly, she slapped his face, causing him to swerve to th
