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Crina pov
I greeted the class as I tried as much as possible to act like all was okay but the truth was nothing was okay at all. I vividly recalled everything that had happened between my step son and I . He might be my step son but I don’t think that is a grantee for me to open my legs widely for him to do anything that he feels like he wants . Just like I let him use this fingers on me.
I am a f*****g thirty five year old woman and what will everyone say once they find out that I was almost f****d by a nineteen year old. This is surely so crazy in all the most possible ways that it can possible be .
Now that I have to occupy this class, it is really more crazy . I tried so much to act all confident least I could be suspected and that is what I least want to happen.
“good morning to you all.” I found my self repeating the statement that I had just finished not long ago.” I was beginning to lose it but I had to try so that I could get to what I wanted to get to and that was to begin the lesson that I had come to occupy .
“Good morning to , madam ,” the student chorused again, I don’t know if they had observed that I was not all comfortable- but I don’t think that was the case because none of them looked at me suspiciously but for my son I did not know as I did not dare look in his direction.
“I am so happy to be in thus class.” I started . all this time I was looking every where but not my son . I did not have the guts to look at him for even a second for sure . All I could recall was that erotic moment that happened . I had never in my mind thought that we could get to that level with him.
“I am going to be taking you in some introductory aspects of English as your teacher comes back after a few weeks.” I informed them and they excitement amongst them was evident , They did not try to even hide it . But I was excited that they acted in this way yet I had not taught them before ,
Any way, that was not a problem . it was actually a source of encouragement . You know all the teachers could be so happy when they are liked in a class room , it makes then be able to deliver the best that they can possibly do it .
I went to the board and wrote the introductory part of what was to be studied today but then I recalled that I had not done the introductory part of it .
Turned back , the confidence I wanted to have was surely not staying in me no matter how much I was actually trying to .
Though all the students were looking at me, I was however feeling a specific pair of eyes that was looking at me .
I automatically knew whose eyes those were and that was what the actually problem was. This was surely going to be the longest lesson that I have ever had in my entire life.
“By the way before we begin the lesson , I think it is important to introduce ourselves that the communication becomes so easy for us to have.” I said to them .
“My name is Newman Carina , am a teacher of English and literature”
I did a simple introduction and hoped that they did not make the same comments like those that I had got from another class.
“Are you married and do you have kids?”
They started asking those same questions from time to time. I could conclude by saying that students all have the same behaviors . Just like I did before, I laughed them off until they did not have any more questions to ask .
Out of the blue, there was no voice from amongst them that drawn both their attraction and mine to the person who had just said that .
“I have all the answers that you are asking the beautiful woman in front you.” Gosh ! was any of this called for , Once again the looks on their faces were this time full of wonder and shock. Maybe many of them did not know what my connection with Ryder .
But why did even call me beautiful before every one else . But how do you want him to call you , I thought sons can call their mothers beautiful or else you have something else that you might be thinking about . of course my subconscious could not help provoking me about .
I just ignored her and turned my attention to the whole class . At this time, I realized that Ryder was already standing authoritatively facing the whole class.
“She is beautiful and proudly single but not searching plus I don’t think you are in the right place asking her that as she can’t of course date immatures like you all.”
‘Why?”
“How do you know?”
“Don’t tell me you are dating her.” Questions started flowing out . I just hopped Ryder was sensible when it came to this part. If he said based on all that he said to me them the both of use were going to get into trouble.
“She is my mother .” He went again but in his voice was a bit of possession . Okay I was not sure if it was actually it or it was me who had actually thought about it and then put it in action .
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