Crina POV
“ No , Way . None of this can be true.” I say for sure not knowing exactly how to act. It has been a terrible past few hours of my life. I have never felt this confused in my life .
How did things happen so fast like that? How did Rdyer get inside my newly appointed office and then...and then ...he kissed me. That is something that I didn't see coming at all . Not at any time did I expect that something like that would've happened between the two of us.
“ No, no ,no, God. please help me to forget this so fast , please.” I fell like yelling out . But I don't want to act like the crazy woman driving her car in this heavy traffic jam home and then, I will suddenly begin to shout out and that way everyone will take me as the crazy jerk.
But one thing still runs into my head , that damn camera in the office room recorded everything. I tried to go but after so many minutes, I still failed to get to the control room.
That is one of the reasons why I am almost dying of anxiety on my way home right now in this traffic jam.
Just then, the ringing of my phone gets from a sea of thoughts running through my head .
I quickly get it out of my back to check who would be calling me. I am one person who doesn't have so many people who call me but right now, I simply don't want anyone to even call me .
On checking my phone screen, it is none other than my Principal. I instantly feel am in a can of worms that I opened for myself . I stare at this phone as it rings and stops for numerous times until I decide to pick it up after having second thoughts .
“ Hello, Mrs Newman. I was so afraid after calling so many times , are you okay?” he asks with a bit of concern in his voice.
I feel my heart relaxing a bit . I thought he would act all crazy, scolding me about how I ended up making out with a student on my first day at work and that is none other than my son.
“ Thank you so much for the concern , I am afraid I had to leave the college campus as soon as the lessons ended because I had to do something urgent.” I reply at least calmed now.
“ It's okay , you know it is our responsibility to make sure all our employees are okay, ” he adds.
“Thanks for the concern …” I reply sincerely . After the two of us talked for about five minutes about random things, we hung up.
By this time, I am already outside my house so I just get in and park the car before getting into the house. If I thought yesterday was hectic today, that is more than what I can even expect.
The biggest thing that is all over my mind is, why did the office scenario with my son . He disappeared and from that moment I have not talked to him again. I mean I don't even have the courage to dial his phone number.
The moment I get into the house, I throw my bag on the couch and practically run to the fridge to quench my thirst with the first drink that I coke my way.
I begin with a bottle of water which I take rapidly until it is all finished. Even after that, I still feel thirsty. I am still in shock after what happened between Rdyer and I.
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I hardly had any sleep the whole of the night. I kept tossing from side to side still thinking about how horrible a mother I am.
However even with all that happens to me, I manage to get it to the next day. This makes it my third day at work. I failed to get in touch with Rdyer. Surely, I have been trying so hard to try and see the other side of the story but without success.
I have no option left but to get ready and head to work. This is my dream job- now that it is finally in my hands, there is no way that I am going to let it just slide off my hands. I instead have to hold it with a lot of care.
Unlike the last two days, I am not chilling on this Wednesday as I get ready to get to work. I got one of the dresses that I had kept away . One of those that makes me look like a 50 year old and puts on that.
Perhaps it was my dressing code that might have tempted my son - but then I am more than sure that I am one person who is very good at dressing really decently.
I get to the college really earlier than any of the others. I have one thing that I want to confirm first before the beginning of the day. Without the confirmation of that, there is no way that is going to be okay at all.
I walk following different directions until I am finally at my final destination ..
“ Hello, good morning .” I humbly ask the man I get there.
“ Do you have anything that you want to ask ?” he asks me - equally acting as calm as possible.
“ About the camera in my new office.” I tell him to try to act as cool as possible so that there is nothing that he can suspect at all.
“ Ooh, I am so sorry, that camera has been damaged for some time . I am so sorry for that. I promise to put it right as soon as possible.” he apologizes.
He doesn't kn
now that is the exact new that I want to hear. By the time I get away from there, I am contented that I have only one problem that I have to solve
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