When I got home after that wonderful event that occurred, I literally threw myself into my bed and screamed into my pillow. I took my phone out and connected it to the speaker in my room and started blasting music. I didn’t care what was playing, I just needed something to drown out my screams. Why was I so stupid?
Maybe I could fake being sick and not go out with Xander? Yeah, that would work. But he wouldn’t fall for it. Damnit. I was sure that he wouldn’t be on his game or at least Mark would be better. The date with Mark will be interesting. He is someone I could see a future with and he intrigues me. Xander can go to hell. But then there was the situation with Lucas. He seemed so nonchalant about the whole thing. He sure seemed pretty sure that he was going to be it in the end.
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