take me for who I am

My name is Angel I'm 18yrs old I have the most beautiful boyfriend he's not a Prince Charming I dream of but I love him we been dating for 7yrs now I still don't understand why he won't marry me or have any children's with me. Tommy is my first love and I care for him. But something just don't seem to be the same anymore when we first met. Coming from our high school dance after we graduated from high school he drove me to his house we sit there in the car for awhile till I said something babe you don't talk to me anymore why? Angel I don't have time for this once you start paying some bills or get a damn job then you can ask me anything you want to. What is it you want me to do just say it and I'll do it ? You know what I want to do for me is get out the damn car girl I have somewhere to go. I got out the car it was our anniversary tomorrow maybe he won't forget I walked in the house closing the door as I lay there on the bed crying till I fell the sleep.