KANE. My thoughts are going a mile a minute. Why the f**k did I just do that? I completely lost control. Instead of punishing her for calling me stupid, I kissed her. Despite her attempt to move, I refused to allow her. I kept my grip I never let myself lose control I have to say sorry. As I exit my office, I glance at Ella's desk only to find she's not there she’s probably gone home. However, I don't have time to find her. The appointment with Mr James starts in 20 minutes. Taking my phone out of my pocket, I attempt to call Ella, but she doesn't pick up. I attempt a few more times but achieve the same result. Unsure of what to do, I absentmindedly run my hand through my hair. I'm a dumbass she was obviously worried about me and mad that I was driving while drinking instead of just