"I know but I'm done, I guess I'm just mateless. Maybe what I thought I saw wasn't real. I mean I've been searching for four years and nothing. It's time i get on with my life besides i still have the council to worry about, they may not have attacked us yet but knowing them I'd bet my life there planning something sinister" "You're not a mateless sweetie. I know you aren't and the council can plan whatever they want as soon as they make themselves known we'll kill them. But i urge you don't give up" "I'm sorry ma but I've made up my mind I'm done i can't do this anymore everytime i leave in search of her i force myself to have hope only for it to be crushed when i don't find her" "Ok baby i understand, i just pray the moon goddess helps you out on this you've been through too much alre