power of belief

"Sidra sweaty please get ready for my sake sweaty" asked her mother gently. "Just for this time". "Mom everytime you say something. I don't want to get ready for anybody am l a showpiece or a decoration piece that one family come see me eat snacks and tea and leave. I am also a human mom I also have feelings. I am not a doll. From past ten years I am getting ready for God knows how many families. I am tired mom. "Sidra says with teary eyes. Sidra Riffat she is thirty-six year old lady. She worked at a hospital as a technologist she recently resigned from her job because she got a Government job this year. She has been getting ready for past ten years for the guests who came to her house for marriage proposals. Some guests asked about her income and ask about the dowry that how much dowry her family will give to her. Some people will ask about her height. some people will talk about her weight and how skinny she is. Every one will find mistakes in her. Sidra is the youngest daughter of her parents. She have an older brother and two sisters they all are married. She is youngest of them all. Her father died seven years ago. She lives with her mother and her neice. Her brother lives in another city with his wife because of his job. Before her father's death she always took care of him because he was hospitalized. Before working in hospital she worked in a school as a teacher for six months after that she resigned from that school because her father had a cardiac arrest. After that she again applied in a school but she didn't even worked there for a week that her mother met with an accident. The year her father died she was working in hospital. Today another family is coming to see her and her mother is very stressed because she also knows that how her daughter is feeling. Every night she prays to God that "Please open the doors of her daughter's fate". Even sidra also pray to God she cries seeing her mother's situation. She also says in her prayers that" If there is something good written in her fate then she will get it by His mercy she believes in God " and she also says same thing to her mother. Today her mother was so stressed because even sidra was not listening to her so she even shouted on her and said in anger that "Don't show tantrums and get ready". Sidra was feeling so pissed and sad so she wore a bright red lipstick and said" I will go like this infront of them."she said angrily. Her mother told her to behave and change her clothes and do some light makeup.