In love with him

Chapter 5

I went down stairs for dinner.I came back up after and brush my teeth and went to bed.

The next morning I woke up to Shaw playing the music on my laptop.I groan and grabbed some clothes and headed to the bathroom leaving him chuckling. I came out 30 minutes later already dress and we headed down to the kitchen and we made breakfast.Mum and dad already left I guess and so did Katie.I drove my car to school with shaw in his behind me.

You could hear the music in his car as he speed past me,he blew me a Kiss and I stuck my pierced tongue out at him.He laugh and we turned into the school ground.We got out and the bell rang we made our way to class.He had art and I had Bio.I went in class and sat beside Jake and look around for Zain but he wasn't there.For some reason I felt disappointed.

"Hey, whats up?".he asked looking up from him phone.

He seems nice compared to Zain how can they be friends?they are nothing alike,well I wouldn't know I hardly knew them.

"Nothing much,where's Zain?",I asked.

"I think he is in the bathroom smoking or in the janitor's closet banging a girl or something,he hates bio so I doubt he'll be here".

"I see" .was all I said

Two minutes later the teacher came in.The rest of the classes went by swiftly and by lunch Shaw and I sat under a tree doing what we do best.Eat and play game.The bell rang, Shaw and I had math together but I had to use the bathroom.He went ahead and I went into the bathroom.I stand by the sink and looked into the mirror as i wash my hand.Keeping my band on in case anyone showed up.I turned off the pipe and sigh.

"Aren't you gonna take that thing off". I knew who the voice belonged to.I spun around to find the school's bad boy leaning again the wall pressing one foot against it and his hands in his pocket.

"N-no".was all I got out.

keep calm Wel he don't bite, I think.

"Why not?".He asked. I looked at my wrist and back at him.

"Don't want to".I said straight away

"You have a thick accent,where are you from?" He asked and pushed himself off the wall and walked towards me.

"England".I said not looking at him.

"figures".he replied and by now he was in front of me.

"Wanna walk to class together?". He asked.

"um...s-sure".I said.

"You stutter a lot don't you?". He asked while we walk down the hall.

"Only when I'm nervous".I said. I kept my distance while we walked,he was flicking the knife.

"Nervous?why are you I don't bite".he said looking at me.

" Well I find that hard to believe". I said and pushed the door to the class.

The teacher wasn't there so we made our way to the back off the class.Kids doing whatever they please.Shaw was there playing on his phone with a girl next to him playing in his hair,he showed no interest in the girl but she kept doing it.I sat down next to him.he turned to me.

"Hey boo,you've been gone quite a while now".he said and started playing his game again.

"Well I was talking". I said.

"To who?"he asked .I turned to Zain who was carving into his desk.

"Ahh,the bad boy". Shaw said with a smile on his face.

Soon enough the teacher came in.

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School was over by now and I was outside with my scetch pad sitting on the front of my car.Shaw had football try outs so i said i would wait on him.I saw someone coming in the corner of my eyes but I didn't looked up.

"Hey Wel".

It was jake he didn't have a shirt on and had a football in his hand.

"You play football?" I asked looking at him.

"Naah I just love carrying a ball around".he said sarcastically.

I rolled my eyes and stuck my tongue out at him.He froze with his mouth open.

"You have a tongue piercing?".

I play with my ring and stuck my tongue out again for him to see.

"Yea" I said. he threw the football in the air and caught it back.

"Sweet".he beamed

"Well am gonna go now catch you later".he ran off.

I saw Shaw coming and I hopped off my car.

"How did it go".I asked as he came and unlocked his car.

"It went well the guys are pretty cool I guess but the couch is a moron".He said

I laughed and went into my car.We drove home and headed up stairs to my room.

"So what were you and that kid talking about in the restroom?". Shaw was skipping through movies.

"Nothing much just about my wrist band and my accent". I said bouncing on my bed.

"Oh did you tell him about your band?".I stop bouncing and looked at Shaw.

"Hell no I hardly know the guy and I wouldn't tell if I even know him well".I said.

"So you like him?" He asked.

I blinked couple times thinking.Do I like him?he is bad but I think that's what I liked about him.

"I guess". I said,Shaw put a movie in and sat don't next to me.

"Well you should tell him mate".he said.

"God no,well not yet though". I said and turn my attention to the movie.

Shaw went home after dinner and I went to bed with my earphones in and I fell asleep dreaming about my last two weeks in England and what happened.

"Cry all you want Wel no one will hear you".he smile

"Please". I begged

"Please was what I said to you remember?"

I sobbed,"You're a sick bastard!!!"

He slapped me hard and I whimpered.He walked to the end off the room and came back with a knife.

"Don't hurt me". I whispered.

" Oh I won't hurt you...you're gonna do it your self".he grin evily. He put the knife in my hand and hold on to my hair.

"Cut yourself".

"da-"

"NOW !!!!!" He screamed at me.

I close my eyes and held out my wrist and press the knife to my skin and moved it.Apparently I was taking too long.He took the knife and cut around my wrist I cried out in pain.He let go and I fell to the ground crying,he walked to the door and before closing it he turned to me

"I'm ganna miss you love I had a good time".and close the door,locking it

I layed there in a pool of my own blood soon eyes became heavy and they close.

I woke up breathing heavily and sweating. I glanced at the clock and saw it was 3:00 am and I know I won't be going back to bed.I got up and went into the bathroom.