"Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold." -Zelda Fitzgerald POV: Stella I'm reading about the local colleges close by the pack. I've been thinking about my future. With me not always able to have my wolf out I need to have some kind of worth to the pack. My mates tell me that I'm worthy no matter what but do I really want to give up my dream? I worked so hard to get into Stanford and for what? I don't want to waste all of that hard work. It's like cleaning a kid's bedroom and in five minutes the kid has it messy all over again so what was the point? Don't get me wrong, I love my mates but am I being selfish if I choose to go to Stanford? I have a limited amount of time to make this decision or I have to wait a year. I don't even know if I can start at on