"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind." -Bernard M. Baruch POV: Ryder I am so pissed off today. Monica would be dead if it weren't for Stella. I still have a good mind to do it, if only it wouldn't hurt my relationship with my mate. I have never in my life done what someone else wanted nor have I cared enough to. Not like this anyway. I was in the middle of questioning Monica when Garret got here. I had to shower before I rendered the board room because I didn't want Stella to see all the blood. If I can't kill her then I will cause her pain. "Still red. Very red and going into black." Stella says as I walk in. "We're going to have to look into what these colors mean but you don't need to see his aura to know he's