My Mysterious Human

11. The Dream

This dream was so realistic that I was getting terrified. I was running and running in the woods as fast as my legs could take me but I was getting tired. I just knew thought that I could not stop because something was following me and I was not sure if it wanted to hurt me or help me. I ran and ran until I saw a cliff, I kept on running towards it but I was trying to decide if I was going to jump or stop. Right before I could get to the edge, a huge black wolf hops before me and stops me from jumping. 

I look terrified at the beast and start running to the right.

The beast follows me and running beside me so I am not close enough to the edge, but it does not show me its teeth or any aggression towards me. I slow a little bit down my running as I see that the wolf is just running with me and not attacking. 

I come to a full stop and stare at the beast, it has green eyes like me but his is a lot darker and animal like. Aren´t wolf supposed to have black or yellow eyes? 

I am standing face to face with the wolf and to say that my mood has changed is an understatement. I am feeling calm and happy looking into his eyes and I am feeling somewhat hole. The wolf steps one step towards me and my caution comes back so I take one step back ready to run again from him if he gets too close. The wolf keeps on looking at me like it's talking to me or something but I can't understand what is wants or means but I wish I would just wake up. 

I look past the wolf at the edge, thinking I would definitely wake up if I jumped.

The wolf growls at me in warning but I just freak out and start running the other way screaming my lungs out. 

I wake up and it's sunny out, it's probably past noon…

I am only in the bed, I listen for some noise but I hear none. Did he just leave?

I take up my phone and look at the messages and snaps, there are few messages from Penny and Ana about them having to work or are busy today so I am on my own today. Then I see a message from Ian. 

Had to leave but didn't want to wake you, talk to you later

I feel bad about him not waking me up because it's kind of weird that he just left like this was some one night stand or something. I decide not to answer the message but answer Pennys and Anas that I will be fine. I lay in bed wondering about my dream. Why can I remember it so clearly? Then my stomach growls at me to get up. 

I walk into the kitchen with my computer under my arm, I put it on the couch and walk to the island, I have no idea what I want for breakfast so I just take out cheerios and milk. While I was eating on the couch I turn the tv on but that is its own hassle, I am trying to find something to watch while also trying to eat and all with my left hand. I give up and just put on the movie station while I am finishing my bowl, the movie is not catching my attention as it about some painter and how he is secretly painting some naked people. 

When I finish my bowl I take out my computer leaving the movie on, I go to google and search for Alpha. A lot of books come up about some romantic relationship about werewolves and humans but I ignore that and go to wikipedia. There I find what I am looking for, alpha is the leading wolf in a pack and what the alpha says goes, any wolf can challenge the alpha but then it has to win or leave the pack. I find a bunch of pictures of wolfs but some of them are actually tattoos. Why did Ian say he was alpha? What does that mean? 

I keep on browsing the internet for wolfs and alphas then I see a picture of a wolf with green eyes, it not the same wolf that was in my dream because mine was not so pitch black it was more light black and to be honest mine was more feminin this one was so bulck and threatening. I save the picture in a folder for later. It´s so weird that even know two hours later I still can remember anything that happened in the dream and as I think more about it I realise more and more how real that dream was. Then I start to google about dreams and I am lost in the internet for some time. When I look up again and look over what I have, I see that I have about a dozen taps open, twenty pictures saved and a few videos waiting to be played. For some reason I was looking up werewolves and the videos were of different kinds of shapeshifting. We have from the Twilight movie where it's painless and short, we have from the Vampire diaries where is long and painful and then we have from some old movie where they only shift part and look really scary. I have never shown interest in the supernatural beings before since I am studying to become a veterinarian I have never believed in this stuff and I still don't. There is something though that is pulling me to look for more and to know more about this. I am on my fourth year in school and I read about the body built in wolves for one of my papers, I just can't see how a human skeleton could change into the wolf one without the pain so in my mind I think that the Vampire diaries one is the most accurate.