Chapter 2: Balance of nature
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Blake put me in the back of the car and then came in after me.
I looked at his face and I realised something about him.
This man was extremely handsome.
He kept a straight face and was looking ahead.
But like he felt me looking at him and then he looked at me.
“I don’t think I will ever forget Ashton. I am a little drunk and he is still the only thing on my mind. My mate.” I said, and he looked at me with pity but didn’t say anything.
“I still don’t get it though...” I said, and he looked at me again, a little intrigued.
“Why her? I mean I am so similar to him, we are both compassionate, kind, and caring, while Taylor well is Taylor. Why would he choose her and not me?” I asked him.
“Because love is like nature, it requires a balance. Like you said, you and Ashton are similar, hence you would both have been a liability to your people. A king needs someone to balance him, Taylor is the darkness to Ashton’s light,” he answered.
I looked at him a little surprised by his answer.
“So, you are saying that he couldn’t love me because I am light or something?” I asked a little confused and Blake smiled.
He actually looked handsome when he smiled.
“I am saying that light can't shine on an already bright room,” he said to me.
“And what about you? If what you are saying is true, then when you do find your queen. She is going to light? because you are as dark as it gets,” I said, making him laugh.
I have never heard him laugh like that and knowing that I got this cold and distant man to laugh bought me a certain feeling of warmth.
“Yes, my queen will be someone like you… The light, to my darkness,” he said, looking at me with pity again.
“Don’t worry, you will soon forget Ashton,” he said surprising me.
“How can I? All I think about when I close my eyes is how soft his lips were when he kissed him, his kiss was gentle,” I said.
Blake looked at me and then at my lips.
That’s when I realized that I had my fingers on my lips.
“I think I know how to wash off the thought of his kisses,” I said, and Blake looked at me intrigued.
“You kiss me, all my life I have been kissed by one person and that’s Ashton. If you kiss me then maybe it might wipe off the memories of him in my mind.” I said, and Blake shook his head.
“No,” he said, and I knew that he meant it.
I looked at him and I felt tears in my eyes.
He didn’t even want to kiss me and why would he?
He looked at me and saw the tears in my eyes.
“ Look, it’s not that I don’t want to kiss you, I just can’t,” he said, and I nodded.
I looked outside the window and I heard him take a deep breath before he had me turn around.
Before I knew it, he engulfed me in a kiss, his lips dancing around mine…
The kiss was rough, but it consumed me.
I felt my entire body heat up.
I didn’t feel like this when Ashton kissed me.
He didn’t stop until we were both out of breath.
I opened my eyes and looked at him.
I found red eyes looking at me instead of the hazel eyes.
I looked at him a little breathless trying to catch my breath.
“It was different, your kiss was different from his. Yours was rough but I liked it more than I liked his kiss,” I said a little confused.
Blake looked at me with curiosity.
“You felt your body heat up when I touched you?” he asked me, and I nodded.
“A kiss can tell you all you need to know. A soft and gentle one like the one Ashton gave you shows that the person cares about you… while a deep and rough one can tell you that a person wants you, they want to be buried in you and make you scream their name over and over again.” Blake said, and I felt my cheeks heat up when he said that.
No one had ever said such words to me before.
I was about to say something when he got out of the car and I realised that we were at his home.
I got out as well and followed him, but he kept walking fast like he was avoiding me or something.
He stopped in front of two large doors and opened them.
He went inside, “this is your room.” he said.
I looked at him.
“Is that what your kiss meant? That you want to bury yourself in me as I scream your name over and over again?”I asked him.
I saw his eyes flash and change into red but then he took a deep breath.
“Yes,” he said, and I looked at him surprised by his confession.
“Goodnight,” he said as he was about to leave, and I held his hand.
“I think I want that too, I want to know what it would feel like to you have inside me and all,” I said not being able to repeat what he said…
“I won't be taking advantage of you,” he said but then I didn’t let go of his hand.
“I want this too,” I said making him groan a little.
“I can’t Luna” he said but before he could finish, I gained some confidence and kissed him.
At first, he was surprised, but then he started kissing me back with the same force as the last time.
He quickly put me on the bed and instead of taking off my dress he ripped every single piece of clothing I had on.
He looked at me and I saw his eyes were red now.
I closed my eyes as his hands got in the middle of my legs.
“Don’t close your eyes, look at me,” he said and I did exactly that.
“Don’t close your eyes again okay?” he said, and I was a little surprised by this.
His voice was so gentle when he said all that.
“Why?” I finally asked him a little breathless and it came out like a moan.
“Because I don’t want to lose control, your eyes and the innocence in them, is the only thing stopping me from losing cotrol,” he replied looking at me…
I smiled a little, or it was more like a smirk.
I closed my eyes and I heard him groan.
“What are you doing?” he asked me.
“Lose control Blake, lose control...” I said as I bit my lip and kissed him with the little blood that was there.
"are you sure about this?" he asked me and i nodded.
"Make me forget and lose control" i said and he did that.
He did lose control. Blake lost control and gave me the best night of my life…
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