BLAZE'S POV
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Guilt is what I feel as I finish myself off while sitting across the road from her house, her silhouette was my show and I could see her from afar for once, I could see the waviness of her hair and the shape of her body.
Every fibre of my being wants to ring that bell on the gate, but she doesn't want anything to do with me, and she made that very clear.
I wish that I could buy her a gift and spoil her, because today she had a milestone, which I'm very proud of, but there's a bigger piece of me wishing that she wasn't so successful.
I have waisted hours and large amounts of money getting rid of her face in public photos and videos too, and it's hard work when she's just becoming more famous.
I had to buy pictures worth thousands of dollars just to stop the paparazzi fr
