*Possible Trigger Warning: Mention of s****l assualt*
It’s been a week since I left the hospital with some of the most horrible news I could ever imagine. I couldn’t wrap my head around the results. How could this happen? I honestly don’t know what my next steps are. I feel so lost, confused, conflicted, hurt, scared, every emotion you could imagine flooded me.
Because thinking about it more, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I want. I don’t know how to handle this. I’m not in any position to handle this. What am I going to tell people? How are they going to react?
I’m going to lose them because of this. Hell, that’s if I already didn’t lose them because I’m being stupid and pushing them away.
But that day, they showed me what a village was. That day, they showed me they cared
