I knew telling him everything would hurt, but I didn’t think it would rip me apart the way it did. I struggled so hard to get the words out. I don’t even know where the courage came from to tell him everything. Everything, but my real name. But the look on his face with all the words I’ve said and the way he reacted killed me on the inside.
He promised he wouldn’t walk away from me angry.
But he did. He was more than angry. He was livid. He was hurt.
What did I expect? Did I expect him to sit there and take it just sit like it was nothing? No. absolutely not. But I wanted him to talk to me. This is a shock to him, a slap in the face to what we had. Even though I know it wasn’t my fault and we were not in a relationship, I still felt like I betrayed him. It was something I never wanted h
