This time when I woke up my mind was clearer... My thoughts were more coherent... My body was still stiff, but I could move... so that was an improvement... I sat up slowly and looked around... My mind is still fuzzy about the details... I... I still couldn't remember anything... It was just blank... I... I even couldn't remember my own name... Oh god... I could feel my chest tighten... My breathing became shallower... When I felt a big warm hand land on my shoulder... Pushing me down... "It's okay... calm down...everything is fine...now deep breaths...yes... like that... slow..." I concentrated on my breathing... taking deep breaths... In... And out... "Good... you can sit up now..." I straightened my back and sat up... I looked at one of the most gorgeous men I had ev