The dinner ended not long after the mysterious statement Oliver made about his half brother.
He returned to his usual charming self after a few moment... joking around with my father... as if nothing serious was happening in his life. The sadness I saw before was gone...
My father left a little after eleven... Oliver followed him right after... it took me around twenty minutes to clean up.
After I finished I saw that it was almost midnight...
Great... just great...
I decided against the shower and just vent straight to bed...
I only realized how exhausted I was the moment my head hit the pillow...
I blacked out immediately...
The next thing I knew was that my alarm was blasting...
I released a low cry I think a wounded animal makes and forced myself out of the bed...
Why does life suck so much?
I dragged myself into the bathroom and turned on the shower, striped of and stood under the stream for a few minutes, letting the warm water relax my musculus...
Nothing beats a warm shower...
I knew that I could stand here like this for hours... but works awaits... and there is still a shitload to do today...
I washed myself as quickly as I could and dressed for work...
Looking at my watch I realized that breakfast wasn't in the cards for me today.
So I rushed to work... hating myself for wasting so much time in shower... but I couldn't really blame myself... shower was one my weaknesses.... the warm water massaging your back... then the water runs down your back... sending a shiver thought out your body...
Mhm... how much I would love to just stand there now... feeling the steam rise... to fell a stream of hot water running down my back... over my ass... down my thigh...
God...
I hate work at this moment...
But there is no changing it... I have to finish it all today...
Then a week with Oliver and me ... alone... awaits me...
Yes!
I can do this!
For Oliver!
I fired myself up and walked into the office with my head held high...
As usual the office was almost empty, so I made my way to my cubical and decided on getting myself a coffee in the break room...
As I walked in I saw that there was two women inside...
And one of them was Oliver's assistant...
She was chuckling with one of the other assistance... I saw her before... but whats her name... I can't seem to remember...
As I walked inside they didn't notice me... as the door was already open...
So they continued as if no one was there...
"...Yes, Mr. West refuses to sell the company even when his health is going down hill... Hi said that the company belongs to his daughter and no one else is getting it..."
"...That is so stupid, as if his doormat of a daughter could run this company...
Before she could continue with her insults I turned on the coffee machine and the girls got quiet... still ignoring me...
I made my coffee and walked out of the break room... I wanted to yell at them... to stand up for myself... but...
What's the point?
There is no changing their opinion...
And angry yelling almost always ends with me in tears...
So I made my way back to my workplace and started the computer and dived in into the world of number...
Number were easier than people ... they were logical... never mean... or disrespectful ...
Well at least in my line of work...
They always had a place and reason for being there...
I lost myself in work for what felt an hour... but was really five... it was lunch time... but there is still so much work...
Maybe I can miss lunch...
So I stayed working only stooping for a bathroom break or getting some water... the next time I noticed the time was around six... as I lifted my head and saw that the office was almost empty...
Great...
The last one inn again...
But at least I was almost finished...
So I returned back to work with a new determination...
I finished the task around ten PM and finish setting everything for my time off...
And left the office around half past ten...
As it was a Friday night the streets were filled with people partying.. drinking... having the time of their life...
I sometimes wondered what is like to be one of them...
To be so free..
And full of life...
But in reality... this type of life was just not for me...
I was always to shy to dance or party...
Getting picked up in a bar for an one night stand... well it wasn't possible for me...
I tried it a few time...
And well...
I would sit alone at the bar...
And then go back to home alone...
Sad really...
So now I try to stay away from places like that...
When I finally got home it was already eleven PM...
I knew that I should probably get some more sleep before tomorrow... the bed was calling my name...
But I had to take a shower or a bath before tomorrow...
Mhm...
A shower will be faster...
So took a shower...
Washing my hair with care...
I shaved my usual spots...
When I stooped by my lady aria...
Hmmm...
Tomorrow will be my wedding night...
Maybe I should...
But...
No...
Yes...
Yes I will shave...
It took me more time than I expected...
And the place I decided to start this task made sure that there would be no turning back from there...
So when I did finally made it back to bed it was already after midnight...
As I lain in bed... my hand traveled to the now naked lady parts...
It felt weirdly smooth...
I started to caress it little by little...
I a lovely tingly feeling exploded all over my body...
My breathing got heavier and heavier....
I felt my n*****s harden...
They needed some attention...
I let my other hand grip the tightly...
And a sensation...
Like no other I ever felt before exploded in my lover belly...
And a wave of wetness exploded between my legs...
After all of emotions settled down...
A calmness took over and I drifted into a deep slumber...
My sleep was disturbed by a ringing of my phone and someone attacking my front door...