Knox grabbed me and held me to him. “Whatever it is. We will get through it.” He started rubbing he face against my neck trying to make me feel better but it was not working. I was just starting to get angry instead of sick to my stomach. “I am so glad WE will get through it. I had no idea that WE will all share the heat, the pain, and the embarrassment of being a needy b***h times infinity,” I point to all of us. “Sorry. I know you will be in pain and being dependent on us more than you ever would. If I could take the pain away I would but I will what ever I can to make you feel better.” Knox rubbed my back and I leaned into him more. I took a deep breath before letting the tears fall. “I love you all but I don’t want a baby right now. I am sorry.” All the guys try to grab me but Ka