I got in my car with the thoughts of going to school but I never even started my car. My thoughts were clouded over with all the questions, hurt feelings, anger, and something I don’t normally feel which is fear. Fear of the unknown and my family’s future even if they are not family by blood and they lied to me all this time. Would I still save them? Yes, without a doubt in my mind. Would I give them crap about it later? Yes, because we are family and that is what we do. Am I still upset I was lied to and am I still more afraid of my situation than before? For sure but I couldn’t let that show right now. I know that my real parents are dead and they trusted these two to keep me safe. The ones that raised me are the parents that I know that love me for me and I love them for them. I know th
