Victor
I can’t breathe right now. Ian is so close to me again and I can’t hold my rage. Lorkan is clawing at the walls I built against him in my mind and I am going crazy. The hurt, the pain, the betrayal. I know I have no right to feel any of these but damn it it hurts too much for me to f*****g even focus and keep my cool. The thought of Gabriel being so close to Ian, the danger he poses is too much for me to handle. What if he decided to lock him away because of his powers and I never saw Ian again?
The last few days after I left Gabriel’s office I was actually feeling hopeful for the first time in so long I had forgotten what it felt like to be able to let your hopes run freely. I can’t remember if I ever had such a great time just being myself and free of any burdens - I walked out
