Ameelia pov
I've always been the one person who hold everyone together. If something happens that knocks us sideways I make sure we don't fall a part. Losing Eric isn't just a small hurdle to climb over it's a life changing. Heartbreaking deviation that I can't be fix and in all honesty I'm falling a part on the inside. I know my family needs me to be strong for them and to show them we can get through this together but I don't know if I have the strength to be who they need me to be and cope with the loss myself. Mark and I may not have been in Eric's life from day one but as soon as we found out about him we made sure he knew he was wanted and loved by us. The mistakes of our parents do not define us children. Eric was our brother regardless of how he came into this world. I know what S
