The drive to Sam's wasn't exactly quick. I had so many thoughts flowing through my head. Was this what I wanted ? s*x with Job? Thinking about it like that made me feel like I was making it seem like the wrong thing to do or even still, with the wrong person.
He was the man I was to get married to eventually so maybe it didn't exactly matter. I figured that Jace was right. If I didn't get over my fear of s*x now, how then did I plan on getting over it when I got married?
There was no way to make all of these thoughts go away. I felt like thinking too much about it would eventually make me pass out but then I was definitely not taking any chances.
I sighed and made my way to Sam's, swimming deep in what I was about to do.
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By the time I got there, Job was already seated patiently ther
