I can't believe Winter did that. She was so weak, and all of a sudden, she took over my body and got on top of Alexander. At least now she is speaking to me, but she is mad at him because she didn't get what she wanted.
Alex has been a true gentleman; he made Winter give me back control and didn't mark me. He knew I wasn't ready, and I don't know when I will be. The fact that he has to return to the Moon Goddess also stops me. I don't want to lose him, so I want to find a way for him to stay with me before he can mark me.
I told him how I got into that pack. I haven't gone into detail about what that Alpha did to me, but I can see it in his eyes. He knows, and he doesn't look at me differently. I sometimes sense pity coming from him, and I hate it. I know I have been through a lot, but
