Indenial human luna

Chapter 18 overload

JACK'S POV

I ignore Jess question. In a few swift quick strides I pull Jess into my arms. I then close the door.

"I was going for a walk" she whispers

"Why?" I ask

"Because I can't sleep" jess says

"Well how about we talk" I say.

She doesn't say anything so I lift Jess up and carry her. I sit down with Jess still in my arms.

"Jess I know how hard everything is. Your not the only one scared I'm scared to." I say

She looks up at me and says" why are you scared?"

" I'm scared of you getting so overwhelmed by all these changes. I'm scared that you won't be able to cope with everything warewolve related so soon and that your run away and leave me. I'm scared your reject me. I couldn't cope with that. I'm madly in love with you and no it's not just the mate bond. I love everything about you. Your stunningly beautiful. Your amazingly caring. I love how you banter with me. I love how you are accepting me dispite your fears. You light up my world. I want to be with you forever. So please sweetheart just trust me. I would go to hell and back just to know your happy. I only want to see your smile and hear your laughter" I say never breaking eye contact with Jess.

"Okay I will let it go for now" says Jess

"Thankyou sweetheart" I say.

"Don't thank me just yet. I'm telling you now if I decide to accept you as the mate thing and do become the future luna of this pack of yours. I telling you now you better not keep secrets from me then. Otherwise I won't forgive you so easily. When I'm ready for all of that we will be united as one. Not just you alone do you understand?" Jess say

"Yes I understand sweetheart" I say.

"okay" jess say

Okay I promise when the day comes you feel ready to be mine forever, and ready to take the role of luna then I won't keep secrets from you. We will be a partnership in everything. But before then trust me to know what's for the best. I just want you to be happy sweetheart" I say.

Jess nods her head agreeing.

"Come on sweetheart it's been a long day let's gets some sleep" I say.

We lay down and Jess cuddles into me.

I move a lose strand of Jess's hair behind her ear.

"Jack can we just stay like this forever?" Jess says.

"I wish we could sweetheart but I promise to keep you in my arms until sunrise" I say before kissing Jess cheek.

JESS POV

"Sweetheart its time to wake up" I hear Jack say

"Jack go back to sleep" I moan

"Sweetheart come on let's have breakfast" Jack says.

"No I'm still tired just stay with me" I say

"I can't I've got a meeting this morning" Jack says

"what time is it?" I ask

"8am my meeting starts at 9am. I wanted to have breakfast with you first" Jack says.

"Can't we just sleep a little longer I'm still tired" I say.

"I wish I could sweetheart, I promised to keep you in my arms until sunrise and I did" Jack says running his fingers gently down my arm.

I wrap my arms around Jack's waist tighter.

"It's it usually me trying to stay in bed" jack says

"Yes and the one time I want to stay you want to get up" I grumble.

"Okay 15 more minutes" Jack says.

"Jack can we just stay in here today and do nothing?" I say

"Why do you want to hide in bed today?" Jack asks.

"Because for the last week my whole world has been flipped upside down. So many things have happened. I just can't cope with anything else today. I only find myself relaxing when I'm cuddled up to you. Please jack just stay in bed with me. I can't adult today don't make me adult today I beg you"i plead with Jack.

"Shh it's alright I'm here go back to sleep I won't leave I promise" says Jack.

JACK'S POV

I feel so bad. Jess is right it's been one thing after enougher. I couldn't bare to see her so distraught again. So I just kept her in my arms and allowed her to go back to sleep. I won't leave her just yet she can sleep longer.

I mind link Eddie

"Cancel the 9am meeting we will reschedule for this afternoon" I say

"Is everything alright" Eddie asks

"No Jess doesn't want to adult today she says and I quote her life has been flipped upside down" I inform Eddie.

"Oh man that don't sound good" Eddie says sounding worried.

"I know she wants me close to her, I shall stay close for a few hours hopefully she will want to adult again this afternoon" I say.

"If you need anything let me know" Eddie says

"Thanks. Can you tell Mick to please hang back until the meeting this afternoon" I ask

"Sure thing" Eddie says

I shut off the mind link.

I look at Jess she seems to be sleeping again.

I go to get up to use the bathroom

"You said we could stay like this" says Jess.

"I'm sorry sweetheart I will be back in a minute I promise I'm just going to the bathroom" I say

Within a few minutes I'm climbing back into bed. No sooner I do Jess snuggles straight back up to me.

"Why are you not asleep again yet?" I ask

"Because you keep talking to me" she says.

Jess then slides her hands under my t-shirt and up back

"Jack make me forget all the stress and drama I need to feel that strong spark where my body feels alive. As if nothing else in the world matters just me and you. Make love to me please" Jess says.

I don't need asking twice. Within minutes I've got both naked. Jess is now laid underneath me while I kiss her slowly but sensually. Then I continue to kiss down Jess neck. Jess wraps her legs around my waist. So I slowly slide my hard on into her thrust in and out slowly.

"Aww Jack yes God that feels good Jack" jess moans.

God I love this women.

I take one of her n****es in my mouth and gentle flick it with my tongue before sucking on it exactly how she likes it.

My right hand entwines our hands together as I hold them above Jess head. "Oh god Jack yes like that" jess moans.

I start kissing up Jess neck then back down to the other n****e to suck on that one to.

"Ah yes Jack oh Jack oh god I love you Jack" jess says.

I slam my c**k into Jess a little to fast but she just told me she loves me. The first time while I'm making sweet love to my mate is wheh she announces she loves me.

"I love you to sweetheart" I say. Then I continue to make slow sweet love with Jess for a few hours.

11:15am a few rounds later Jess is cuddled up within my arms again. God I love this women.

"Sweetheart are you ready to adult yet?" I ask before placing a kiss on her neck.

JESS POV

"No I'm not quite ready" I say

"How come?" Jack asks

"Because the day isn't over with yet and I can't quite trust that something will not go wrong if I try to adult again just yet" I say

"Sweetheart we still need to eat though. Wouldn't you love a cup of tea?" Ask Jack

"I know but I don't want to" I moan

Jack stands up lifting me into his arm holding me close.

"Where are we going?" I ask

"For a shower don't worry I'm still next to you" Jack says

"Okay" I grumble

Jack takes me into the shower keeping me within at least one arm length at all times. While we get washed.

Then he carry me out the shower. Helps me get dried. Then we quickly brush our teeths.

I quickly put my hair into a messy bun.

Then we go to Jack's closet he puts on black jeans and a grey shirt.

He then grabs a black t-shirt before carrying me out the door I'm only in a towel.

"Where are we going* I ask?

" Your closet" he says.

"Okay then" I say leaningy head against his body.

We reach my closet and jack grabs me a matching red underwear set. I put them on while he continues to look at the clothes. Jack then says "here you go some black jeans" I put them on. Then Jack says "arms up" . So I lift my arms and he puts his black t-shirt on me.

"Sweetheart having my t-shirt on means having me wrapped around your body okay, so even if I have to leave the room for a second I'm still with you" he says.

"Hmm no your t-shirt will be with me you won't be though" I say.

Then he picks me up again. I put my legs around his waist and hide my face in his neck to just take in that beachy scent of his.

"Where are we going now" I ask

"To the kitchen for food where else" he says.

"Okay I suppose a cup of tea wouldn't hurt" I say. But I still don't let go of Jack. I'm not ready for anything else to go wrong just yet. And his scent just brings me comfort.

"You smell good" I say.

"Jess I know I my smell brings you comfort. But I promise you today nothing bad will happen" jack says.

I don't say anything.

We are soon in the kitchen and Jack takes a seat at the table with me still in his arms. I just cuddle up to his chest.

"Skylar could you get us a cup of tea, 2 glasses of orange juice, 2 fry ups please" Jack says.

"Of course alpha coming right up" Skylar says.

"Sweetheart do you want anything else?" Jack asks me

"No but why 2 cups of orange juice?" I ask

"Because you haven't eaten or drunk anything in ages. You can drink it while your tea cools down" Jack says

"Oh okay then" I say.

Skylar brings the oranges juices over and my Tea. I quickly drink. The orange juice then cuddle back into Jack.

Eddie walks in "hey Jack hey Jess

Hey" Eddie says.

But I don't feel like adulting today so I just stay quite.

"Eddie Where's Vic and Annie" says Jack

"Jack don't even think about it I don't want to adult today" I say.

"There in the lounge" says Eddie

"Eddie don't bother them" I say.

"Sweetheart I really do need go to meeting this afternoon I pushed it back to spend the whole morning with you" Jack says.

"Eddie you can do the meeting can't you?" I ask

"Sorry Jess I can't Jack's kinda the main man for the Job" Eddie says.

"See sweetheart" Jack says

I don't say anything

"Sweetheart I promise nothing will happen" Jack says

Skylar then places our fry ups in front of us. I eat my food without saying a word.

JACK'S POV

It didn't matter what I did Jess was having none of it she was convinced something bad would happen after servel days of so many things happening she just wasn't accepting anything. Just wanted to stay close to me for comfort. I'm not sure if it's because she feels safe with me or its my scent. Whichever it is she's not letting me go!

I finish eating my fry up.

"Jess don't forget your cup of tea sweetheart" I say

She drinks her tea

"What would you like to do now?" I ask

"I just want to stay next to you please" she begs

"Okay shh shh it's alright" I say wrapping my arms around Jess.

I look at Eddie like what do I do?

"I don't know" he says through mindlink.

In walks Lola and Mick

"Hey" I say

"Is everything alright" asks Mick

"Um not really Jess doesn't want to adult today. Infact she is convinced after days of so many things and changes happening that today will be the same. She won't leave my side" I say

Lola then comes sits next to us takes Jess hand in hers.

"Jess remember our conversation yesterday" lola says

Jess shakes her head yes.

"Do you remember how I told you that even if something bad where to happen my pack would protect me and how they all love me so much?" lola asks

Jess shakes her head yes

"Well I can tell that all the people you have met in this pack here all adore you so much all ready. So even if something bads was to happen they would keep you safe" lola says

"Do you trust me Jess?" lola adds

Jess shakes her head yes.

"Then tell me Jess what is this about?" lola says

"I just can't have enougher bad day I just want a quiet day where I can be safe nothing happens and I can regain myself again you know so I can come back stronger tomorrow to adult. And since I'm stuck here because my friends and family think I'm on holiday. I can't even go to my safe place to clear my head. Which jack here smells excaulty of a sandy beach. Therefore since its his fault I lied to my family and friends and I can relax as if I was on a sandy beach when I'm in his arms. That's excaulty where I'm going to stay until I'm ready to adult again. I just need a day!"

Lola looks at me while thinking

Do you ever have them days" Jess asks?

"Of course I do says Lola. And I can see why your upset and I can see why your now stuck to Jack. Its not easy when you can't talk to your loved ones and friends. And your right so much has happened I'm sure you would love to be at the beach now regaining your strength to come back stronger. Now how about I stay with you for 30 minutes max we can have a cup of tea and if need be we can camp outside of Jack's office while they have there meeting what do you say?" lola says

" I'm sorry Lola I just can't" jess says

"It's alright I understand" lola says

Then Lola turns to mick and say "honey I'm sorry but I'm not going back today and neither are you we will be staying one more night. I won't leave until I know Jess is okay"

"Okay" Mick says

"Thanks guys" I say.

Come on Jess let's go watch some TV in the lounge I say while I stand up with Jess in my arms and I carry her with me

We sit and watch friends series.

Around 2pm Jess falls asleep in my arms so I leave her to sleep.

I don't even bother to move us upstairs I just continue to watch friends.

I wonder whats going through Jess head.

3:45pm

JESS POV

I wake up and we are still in the lounge and friends is still on the TV.

I'm starting to feel abit more ready to face the world now. After a few hours of just cuddled up to Jack and I felt like I imagined, I was actually at the beach looking out at the waves. As if they could wash away everything that's wrong in the world. And I imagine that life is as pure as the sand is between my toes. I start to feel carmness settle within me. I don't feel so on edge. And not so worried.

"Your awake finally" says Jack

"Yeah sorry I fell asleep" I say

"It's alright sweetheart" Jack says

"How are you feeling now?" jack then asks.

"I could do with a drink and maybe some ice cream" I say

Okay Jack says standing up with me in his arms.

"It's okay Jack I can walk" I say.

"Are you sure?" Jack asks.

"Yeah I'm sure" I'm say

Jack stands me up and I take his hand.

We walk into the kitchen

"Skylar can we have a cup of tea and some ice cream please" Jack says

"Actually could I have a chocolate milkshake instead of tea please" I say

"Of course you can, I will be bring it over in a minute" Skylar says.

"Thankyou" I say

And I take a seat still holding Jack's hand