Chapter 11 overwhelmed
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JESS POV
I wasn't really focusing on the magazine I could tell that Jack kept looking at me hence why I decided to have a little banter with him. It's fun to banter with Jack I've figured that out so far.
I can't believe I kissed him I keep replying it over and over in my head it was so good. And I wanted more I swear I nearly lost all my sense. I've never even slept with anyone before. Jack's the first person who I've started to lose my self will enough to want to go that far. Why is that it's only been a few days, and already I want to rip his clothes off and take it that far. Is this normal? I wonder what its like? What would he think of he knew I was a virgin?
What would his hands feel like all over my body? God, I'm feeling hot just thinking about it. Is it still same as having s*x with a human I wonder, of course it is I mentally tell myself. After all that would happen with his human form as it wouldn't be able to happen wolf form thankfully. Then again would it mean being in a relationship with two people or just one? Since Jack has his wolf form as well? God so many questions. Get a grip Jess I tell myself.
JACK'S POV
I just started to get into my work when I could smell Jess arousal being a wolf I can pick up on these things just by the smell.
"Jess sweetheart whatever your thinking stop it before I lose my mind and carry you to bed!" I say.
"You wouldn't" she says
"Try me honey I can tell your turned on I smell it" I say while looking at jess smirking.
"What? How?" Jess asks.
"It's a wolf thing I can smell it and sense your arousal sweetheart" I say informing her how.
With that Jess stands up saying she has to leave.
Before she could run away I have her in my arms
"And where do you think your going I ask?".
But Jess just stands silently still I can sense her arousal and little bit of fear by how fast her heartbeat is currently going with I can, I hear.
"Tell me what were you are thinking about?" I whisper next to Jess's ear.
"I was just going to find Vic and Annie" Jess says.
"Hmm and what was you thinking about?" I ask again.
She looks at me and says "I was just thinking about the kiss that's all"
"You liked it then?" I question, know she clearly did if she is suddenly aroused just thinking about it, but I want to hear Jess say it out loud.
"I didn't say that did I?" Jess says.
"Sweetheart you didn't have to I can tell" I say. And before she can say anything else I kiss her and this time she doesn't push me away. But I decide not to push my luck and leave it at that, a sweet quick passionate kiss.
"Why did you do that for?" Jess asks as we part from the kiss.
"I figured I'd give you a real life replay sweetheart. I did tell you if you wanted to kiss me again you could anytime. No need to just think about it why not just have the real deal?" I say.
"Can I go find Vic and Annie now" she asks
"Why do you want to find them?" I ask.
"Girl talk" she replies
"I can chat with you sweetheart" I say.
"Why are you suddenly a girl?" she asks.
"No I'm all man want me to prove it?" I say teasingly.
"No I will believe you, but it means you don't qualify for girl talk" she says.
"Alright hang on" I say deciding to stop teasing Jess.
"Vic, Annie please come to my office" I say through mind link.
"Everything okay" asks Vic
"Yeah Jess wants you both" I reply.
"Okay on my way" says Vic.
"Me to" say Annie.
I then close off the mind link.
"The girls are on there way for your girl talk" I say.
"Huh here but you're here" she says.
"Don't worry, I just figured instead of you finding them I'd get the girls to come here instead" I say
"Okay, so can you let me go now please" she asked
"Why are you always so eager to escape my hugs?" I ask.
"I'm just not use to it" she says.
"Okay" I say, and I let her ago begrudgingly though.
"So how long will your girl talk last" I ask?"
" As long as it needs to take" Jess replies.
KNOCK KNOCK
"Come in" Jess practically shouts.
"Hey Jess you ready to go" says Vic
"Sure but Where's Annie" says Jess
"Don't worry we will meet her on the way" says Vic.
And with that there gone.
"Eddie, Chad Jess just ditched me for your mates" I say through mind link
"How come" says Chad
"Girl talk apparently" I say.
"Why does she need girl talk" asks Eddie
"I don't know one minute she was all turned on the next minute she is running out my office for girl talk with Vic and Annie" I grumble?
"Haha there blankly going to be talking about you" says Eddie
"Hell yeah and how she wants you" says Chad
"I'm not sure about that I just have to kiss Jess, and she runs for the hills" I say.
Maybe she is shy says chad
"Or maybe she is a virgin" says Eddie
"You know what you both might be right" I say to them both
I hope, so I hate the thought that other men might have had my mate before me, I want her all to myself I think to myself
"Right I'm going to do pack work how's training going" I ask Eddie and chad
"Yeah it's good about to round it up" says Eddie
"Alright speak in a bit" and I shut the mind link off.
JESS POV
I head out of the office with Vic, and we see an Annie hurrying up to us.
"Hey what's up" asks Annie
"Lady's let's go to my room I need someone to talk to" I say.
"Sure" they say while we head towards my room.
Once we get to my room we all sit on the bed.
"Alright spill what's wrong" says Vic
"I don't know, I've had boyfriends before, but they never really went anywhere. There was never that feeling of wow he's the one. Then suddenly I'm here for a few days, and I'm like putty in Jack's hands. He just needs to touch me and I feel all tingling through my arms and body. Then when he kissed me yesterday It was intense, but I regained my sense.
But then today he took me to the lovely waterfall and I ended up kissing him. It was getting very heated and that's when I regained my sense and stopped that. Then in the office I was thinking about it again. And wondering about other things, and he then says he can sense my arousal, and before I know it I'm in his arms again. What's wrong with me?" I said quicker than a train could speed past.
" Hey it's alright it's the mate bond that makes everything feel intense it's okay to freak out" Says Vic.
"Yeah and it's okay to be nervous as well" says Annie.
"Do you like Jack" ask Annie
"I do but this whole soul mate stuff is just too intense. I've never even slept with a human before let alone a werewolves" I say.
"Oh honey it's alright just take your time" say Annie.
"I'm sure Jack will understand if you tell him" says Vic.
"No! I can't tell him not yet not until I know what I want. That's why I wanted you to" I say.
"Okay we won't day anything, and you tell him when your ready" says Annie.
"Yeah we got you" says Vic.
"Can we hang out for the rest of the day please, I need some breathing space from Jack" I ask.
"Of course you can, tell you what how about a girlie night, and we camp out in here tonight" Says Vic.
"Sounds like a plan I'd like that" I say.
"Alright you two stay here I will go grab snacks and get Eddie to bring a TV in here we can watch movies tonight yeah?" Says Vic
"Okay then" Annie says.
"Sounds like a plan" I say.
With that Vic was gone.
VIC'S POV
I leave Jess's room and head straight to Jack's office. I don't even knock I walk straight in.
"Jack we need to talk" I say the second I walk in.
"Is Jess alright?" Jack as worried.
"Yeah but it's all intense for her. You need to just take it easy. She just needs time to figure things out. But I'm sure she will come around and accept her feelings for you soon. I'm pretty sure she is falling in love with you, but it's all new to her as well us being wolves it's not helping. So just be patient and take it slow alright?" I say with my serious no nonsense face.
" Yeah I know I understand. I will go make sure she is alright" Jack says.
"No we are having a girls night. Get Eddie to sort a TV in Jess's room while I go sort the snacks. Then you can have a boys night with Chad and Eddie" I say.
"But I wanted to spend more time with Jess" Jack moans.
"Do you want me to get your mum?" I ask
"No, no it's fine just make sure I get breakfast with Jess in the morning" he grumbles
"Don't worry we will look after her" I say.
I then left his office to go get snacks.
Furthermore, I decided ice cream, crisps, chocolates, biscuits, cakes, some sandwiches where all essential for our girls night.
By the time I got back to Jess's room Eddie was already setting up the TV.
JACK'S POV
I decided to head to the kitchen for beer but Only after half hour after Vic left my office. Hell I didn't need no more lectures.
As I open my beer in walks Eddie
"Man you made me lose my mate tonight" he grumbles
"I didn't do anything" I protest
"Well it's because of you Jess needed girl talk now there all camping out in her room" Eddie says
"Trust me if I had a choice I'd of been spending the evening with my mate, but your mate threatened me with my mum!" I grumble back.
Just as I said that in walks my mum!
"Why did Vic threaten you with me for?" Asks my mum
Crap why did my mum have to walk in at this moment.
"Mum it's because the girls decided to have a girls night and I wanted to spend time with Jess. So Vic said if I got in the way of their girls night she would go to you and saying I upset Jess" I say.
"Well did you upset Jess?" Amy mum questions.
"No I never did anything I swear" I say
"Hmm you better not have" my mum warns.
"Anyway have you seen your father he promised me a date night and has now disappeared wait till I find him" my mum says sounding pissed off.
"No mum, have you checked the games room though?" I suggest.
"Yes, he isn't in there" she says annoyed.
"I think I saw him out on the patio not long ago" says Eddie
"Alright, thanks I will go find him" my mum says and off she went.
"Phew that was a close one" I say.
"Yeah your mum is really protective over Jess that's for sure" Eddie says.
"Yeah I know at least I know she likes Jess that's all that matters" I say.
"That's true" Eddie says.
"Alright let's go play some pool" I say.
I quickly mind link Chad to join us.
"Good idea, let's hurry up before we come across your mum again. After all your mum won't check the games room again" Eddie says.
"Good point" I say picking up my pace leaving the kitchen, I don't need any more lectures from the women in this house today I think to myself.
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