his misserable mate

hey..my name is Sofia, i’m 15 and i’m a werewolf. I live in a pack which is called “b****y rose”. My parents are the alpha’s beloved betas. My father is around 6’2, has short black hair, is fit and...abusive. My mother is 6’ has shoulder length brownish yellowish hair and is sometimes sweet and supportive. I have an older step-sister she is 23 5’7 has shoulder length dark brown hair and has already found her mate and moved to another pack, tho she used to come to visit sometimes. she is the sweetest. I also had a brother who was 6 when rogues took his life... Me myself is 5’7 and have long dirty blonde hair. my step-sister is probably the realest my family member...my mother, when she was 18 got pregnant by someone at a party, she raised my sister with that man until my sis was 4 and then he rejected and left my mom, later my mom found her second-chance mate, who is my father. my alpha Max and luna Bella are amazing and everyone loves them. I did too. When i was 12 my brother was murdered...everyone thinks i did it because me and him always fought and i hated him...but i loved him since he was my bro. when u are around 12 your werewolf sences become stronger and you meet your wolf for the first time, tho u can only first shift when u turn 15. My wolves name is Ava and she is a little badass. Everyone thought that my wolf took over and killed my bro... I was watching him near the packs border and the rogues came and i couldnt react i was knocked out..when i woke up i found my dead brothers body and myself all blody...i couldnt stop crying... After that the whole pack was mad at me and the first 2 years after the incident everyone ignored me...when i turned 14 they started abusing me physicly and emocionaly. Well at first it wasn’t that bad couse my father always had anger issues and often took everything out on me, i was used to it. But when the alpha and a lot of other pack members started doing it didn’t know what to do. The only people in the pack that didn’t a***e me were my mother, the luna and the packs doctor who in fact was the only person who talked with me. At first my sister used to sometimes comer over and cheer me up( she also hated my father he was really abusive with her since she isnt his real daughter) but not long after she just disappeared and i havent heared from her for 3years now. I am a maid in the packs house, because my parents are betas they are really close with alpha and luna. as i said i am a maid. i clean, cook, serve others. am invisible unless needed for something. some might say “run away” or “fight for yourself” well i did. i tried fighting but its useless as im lower and weaker than an omega. but running away seems like a good idea right? i am 15 i could just shift, run and never look back. well ye i am 15 but i havent shifted yet since my wolf is extremely weak and rarely even talks with me. apart from that there are cameras and guards everywhere. i cant move without someones permission. ———————————————— I am a non english speaker so excuse me for my mistakes, i am 14 and really busy, i was bored and had motivation to write, ill update whenever i can.