Winning Back His Queen

Jealousy

Chapter 3

Suzanne’s pov

Jealousy can be a terrible thing. It just keeps growing and growing until you do something about it. I hated that my mum was a witch princess, and we were stuck here in this lowly coven in the vampire kingdom instead of living it up in the Palace.

I mean, Auntie Liana doesn’t need two kingdoms to run. That’s just greedy she should have let my mum rule the magical kingdom instead. I don’t care what our great grandmother said about it, I mean, her visions can’t always be right, and aren’t they supposed to just be a guide anyway.

Everyone always said how lucky we were. Even my brother was happy about this. He would rule the coven when my parents stepped down, but what about me? If they had made mum the Queen, I would be getting the throne, but instead, I had nothing.

I get what they are saying, a bit anyway. Women don’t get to rule a coven in the vampire realm, so two women being in charge was really unusual. Our dad’s even gave up the rule to their coven to become our mum’s second in command to be close to us.

They used artificial insemination to have us, as two men, just like two women can’t make a child together. So they saw it as the perfect opportunity to become parents, since they already got along so well and knew each other for years.

I didn’t even have a bad childhood or anything like that. With having two sets of parents, my brother and I were spoiled by them all. It just wasn’t enough when my cousins had and would continue to have so much more than us.

Mum always said she didn’t want to be Queen and was relieved when she found out she had an older sister hidden with the humans. Auntie Liana was far less equipped to be Queen when it was my mum who grew up as a witch, but that didn’t matter to our family or kingdom, apparently.

Cassie would be Queen, and even bloody Lilith was going to be a queen. I was so angry that they were blessed that way, and I would have nothing. I mean, Lilith wouldn’t just have any prince. He was a demigod for goddess sake.

He was also a complete man wh.ore, he was always off with some other woman, and it gave me some satisfaction to know he didn’t care about her that much. I mean, if he did, he wouldn’t parade every sl.ut he could find in front of her.

He wouldn’t sleep with anyone under the age of 18, though, and with me only being a year older than Lilith, I had no chance. Even though I was an early bloomer and could easily pass as 18 when I was 15, he knew who I was and how old I was.

I held out hope that when I turned 18, he would give in to my charms, but he still turned me down flat. I had kept away from everyone so I didn’t find my beloved, so I could sleep with him first, and he barely even looked at me as I offered myself up to him.

I was furious about it and knew I wouldn’t stop until I finally got to bed him. I wanted to be able to rub it in Lilith’s face that I had fu.cked him before she would, and that she would always know he was stuck with her while he chose me willingly.

My friend Catherine was really supportive of me, and she told me how she was making sure to land herself a coven leaders child. I knew who she had her sights set on, and she had been successful in becoming his lover.

Hell, they even shared women together. She had it perfect. I don’t mind women, so I even joined them in bed to lose my virginity. At least I knew my first time would be good, and it was they left me more than satisfied.

Catherine was a bit crazy though, and even being her best friend, I could easily see that she was a bit unhinged.

She opened up more and more to me how they would slip a little something in certain peoples drinks to loosen them up a bit. Just so they would fall for their charms. I wasn’t stupid, I knew they were drugging them to take away some of their willpower, but I didn’t say anything about it.

You see it hadn’t just been Jacob we had shared, there were a couple of other males as well, ones who had been holding out for a beloved to see if they would find her or him first. I thought they had changed their mind, and the lure of two women at once had drawn them in.

After she spoke about it to me, I realised that they had also been drugged, and I was now also guilty of their crimes. So I just kept my mouth shut but didn’t ever join either of them in bed again. It did give me an idea of how to get Ezekiel.

I knew that I wanted Lilith to find us in the act, so once I had slipped an aphrodisiac to him, which was tailored so that he only wanted me. I dragged him up to Lilith’s room to do the deed, I had a friend ready to spill a drink on Lilith in the hope she would come to her room to change.

Auntie Liana didn’t believe in unnecessarily using magic when it was a simple task. She thought we shouldn’t always rely on it when something could happen to take it away.

Ezekiel’s body and looks were far beyond the usual supernatural’s, you could tell this man was part god, he had been blessed not only in looks but in the size of his member. I had heard stories about his co.ck and how good he was with it, I was dying for a shot at him.

He was so distracted with getting me and him naked that he didn’t even notice which room he was in. Not that I think he would have cared, he has s*x all over the place, and Lilith has walked in on him several times.

He ate me out until I was screaming, and then made me get up on all fours so he could rail me from behind. He certainly made sure a girl was satisfied. When I knew he was getting closer, I linked my friend. Next thing I knew, Lilith entered the room, and it was as if his haze lifted as he looked at me disgusted.

I didn’t care. I had gotten what I wanted from him, and he was most definitely worth it. I had always thought my little cousin was quiet. I didn’t think she had it in her to cause a fuss, but the crazy cow set the bed on fire with bloody hell fire while we were in it

I had to teleport us off of the bed before we got hurt. The smell of burning drew a crowd, I couldn’t care less if I was naked. There were witnesses to what I had done so everyone would know I banged a god. I only felt a bit bad when my parents and brother came in and looked at me horrified.

You would have thought I was a mass murderer the way they looked, but it was the disappointment in their eyes that actually hurt a bit. Mum covered us with our clothes using her magic and walked out of the room, not even able to look at me.

What I hadn’t expected to be a result of my actions was being excluded from any big events at the palace’s. They were my family too, so I deserved to be there. I started to wonder if my small victory was worth it in the end.

It took ages for my family to be OK with me again, even longer for Auntie Liana to be in the same place as me. Cassie, Marcus, and Lilith still haven’t forgiven me. They didn’t even invite me to their 18th birthday, which Cassie wasn’t at herself or so, I thought.

It was a shock to learn that the stupid low-level witch that Catherine had told me about being mated to Jacob was actually Cassie. It shocked me even more that she had uncovered everything that they had done and gotten them arrested.

I had looked up to Catherine at one point. Even if I had started to distance myself from her, she was still a friend. I knew she was crazy but it was even a shock to me that Jacob was her brother. The fact they were put to death scared me.

I knew at that point I had screwed up, so I decided not to cause any more trouble. I needed to make sure no one thought about my actions and how far I had gone out of pure jealousy. I didn’t think I would get punished, as I was a member of the Royal family, but I needed to make sure.

I was just glad that not once did it get out that Catherine and I had drugged men, and I was still in the clear.

So after that, I acted nicer even tried to apologise, but my three cousins wouldn’t even hear me out. I then met my beloved, and well let’s just say it was a bit of a disappointment. He was a coven leaders son, so he was a strong vampire, but he was second born.

Calming down and meeting him did help me, though, even if I hadn’t fully accepted him yet. I got invited to Cassie’s wedding and also her crowning ceremony. None of them said more than hi to me, but I was still there.

I also couldn’t help myself from the smug looks I sent Lilith, thinking I was in the clear now. It was wrong but I was so annoyed that she was going to be mated to a god and I got a second born son, that I couldn’t help the smug smile saying that I had him before you.

At that point, I hadn’t realised that I definitely wasn’t going to have the last laugh and that all of my past decisions were going to make my life implode on me.