SHERRY I can't believe that I've just lost my child due to ignorance! I mean, all the signs were there, it's just that I never took them serious! Who else is to blame apart from me? I don't know for how long I sit on the floor, crying, pouring, grieving my whole heart out. I can't breathe though the room is big but I feel like I'm suffocating. The blood on my hands have dried up and I don't even dare to look down. I want to say that I feel empty, but that's false. I'm so full of pain and hurt and I don't know what to do. I'm so full of hurt and pain that I just feel empty. I think of Zack, I really want him to be here with me. I really need him here right now. But he isn't here. “Sherry? Sherry, are you-- oh my goodness Sherry, what happened to you?!” I turn to the door and I see