***Allue***
I was left alone to deal with my emotions and my thoughts. I was terrified, scared, and angry. Angry at myself for being so stupid, angry at the goddess, angry at those who are supposed to love me. And yet I truly had no one to blame but myself. My brother warned me not to go home. Mark trained me not to trust strangers, Helena trained me in depth with my elements. I should have been able to free myself but I just had no willpower left. My wolf had cut all communication with me for the moment. She was hurting and licking her wounded pride and honestly I didn't blame her.
I felt awful that she was paired with a human like myself. It seemed almost a waste of a life for her. I knew she was still with me because I could feel her, but I was petrified at the thought of her abandon
