Music is my only escape from all of this. I'm not used to being around so many people. I grew up thinking that I was probably going to be alone for the rest of my life and I had made peace with it. It had been a cold reality. This is something else. This is some kind of nightmare fantasy. It makes me question everything and the scary part is that I find answers. The terrifying part is that I'm starting to find comfort in it.
At least the music is real. The sound coming out of my headphones blares loudly in my head. For a moment, my mind is clear all there is, are the lyrics and bass pounding into my skull as I listen with the volume all the way up. Trampoline by Shaed has become my recent obsession.
My need to be unbothered led me outside to the car I had pulled apart. This
