ELEIA'S POV
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For the first time in years , I didn't clean , I didn't do anything except enjoy my day with Rosie .
It was magical to see her smile , a genuine smile , as she picked out clothes and shoes and chose her .
But now it was time for the worst part of my day .
"We'll do it after the shower , okay ?" Aiden cups my cheek as I absentmindedly stare at the tub of cream , the burning sensation in my chest doesn't go away until Aiden grabs my chin between his fingers , making me look up at him .
I nod , the vile in my chest at just the thought of it makes my bottom lip tremble .
I know it hurts because Rosie doesn't just scream like that , it must be worse than the whip sessions we had because even then , she's just whimper next to me .
The only thing that calmed us was each oth
