I was up all night. Again. Oh man, I really need to get some sleep. My brain would just not stop. After Kenzo came all over me, and gave me his little reminder, he left. Well, he actually tucked me into my bed, and then left. He even set Cobweb down next to me before going. My head was all over the place after that. Why would he do that to me? Why would he want to do anything with me when he's leaving to go be with other women? Why did he stay just because I was upset with him? Why didn't he let me c*m? What happens if all of his c*m comes off of me in my sleep? The fact that Kenzo left me to go do.. whatever it is a trainer does.. Had me in my feelings. I didn't want to be. I don't want to care. The simple fact that I'm jealous means I have feelings for Kenzo. I have feelings for K