It took me a minute to fully process what my mother said. For the past few days after our first meeting in a long time, I never thought of getting in contact with her ever again. When I heard that she was carrying Killian's child, it never occurred to me to harm her or the baby. I may be crazy but I would never drag an innocent baby into this f****d up mess. I looked at my mother with the hope that she would take back what she said. I was hoping she would say that I had nothing to do with the miscarriage because that was the truth. However, what I saw in her eyes was nothing but spite. It was the same look she gave me when father died, blaming me for losing the man she loved. And now, she was blaming me for losing her baby. I badly wanted to cry because for the nth time, I was receiving