"It was always real. I never lied to you. I never once played games with you. You had me even when I didn't want it to be so. You changed everything for me … and you ripped down all my defences until I was nothing. You made me love you, you complete f*****g i***t, and then you destroyed me. I did nothing wrong. I never deserved that." I wail at him, in frustration, heartbreak and despair. Angry that it all comes down to this. That he thought I was playing him all that time. That his cruel wanker side was on the full offensive because he believed I was nothing more than a manipulating w***e out to get his money, his power, or maybe just his heart, so I could become his puppeteer. Just a devious gold digger in his eyes who came with a bad reputation for being just that.
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