Chapter 1

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Murdina Ritchie pressed her face close to the thick shuttle window, mindless of the deep chill from space that still radiated through the double-paned glass. They were only just entering the atmosphere of her homeworld of Buennagel. No details were yet discernible beyond the wisps of high clouds that streaked past the window as they descended. But she could feel her heart beating in her throat. She hadn"t seen this place in years. She had dreamt of it often, but with the clouds obscuring everything, she felt a sudden, irrational fear that her memories of the planet below were all wrong. That she only remembered the dream version and not the real one. She couldn"t articulate why that mattered, but it did. And the fear was real enough that her hands were clammy, sweating despite the cold air so close to the window. She would be more comfortable if she took just half a step back. The climate-controlled environment inside the shuttle was set to a level where she and her friends were almost too warm in their Oymyakon Foreign Service Academy uniforms. But even the warmth of the air aside, her mug of sweet, lemony tea was waiting for her back at her seat. The salty, tamari smell of whatever Shackleton Fitz IV—whose family shuttle they were traveling in—had dialed up for lunch was inviting enough to set her stomach to growling. But sampling either the tea or the tamari dish meant stepping away from the window. And at the moment, she couldn"t even force herself to lift her forehead away from the glass. Finally, the last wisps of cloud parted all at once, and the expanse of prairie that suddenly appeared below her was so verdantly green she sucked in a breath. The rolling hills, the smudges of purple and yellow flower meadows that dotted the never-ending grass, it was all exactly as she remembered it. There was a burst of static from the speaker just over her head, and the voice of the pilot crackled on. "We"ll be landing in ten. Stow all loose items and belt in." Ritchie left the window with a sigh and headed back to her seat. She reached for her tea, but the mug was gone. Then she looked up to see her petite, blonde buddy Antoinette Moreau give her a little wave gesture with the cup she was holding in her hand. Ritchie nodded her thanks. As she buckled in, she saw that Fitz"s buddy Kristof Wyss sitting across from her already had his belt fastened. She wondered if he had ever even taken it off since they left Oymyakon the day before. His pale blonde head had been bent over his tablet every time she had looked his way. Tassa Sokolov beside him was also buckled in and ready for landing. But Ritchie couldn"t see her face—turned as it was towards Fitz on the other side of the aisle—only the back of her head where the long coils of her chestnut braid-crown met each other neatly at her nape. She flopped back against her seat with a sigh, then realized Ritchie was looking at her. She shrugged, then tipped her head towards Fitz and shrugged again. Ritchie didn"t know what all that meant, but then she looked over at Fitz sitting by himself on the far side of the aisle. His bowl of food was still on the table in front of him, despite the pilot"s words. He didn"t seem to be aware of it. Not the food, or the pilot, or anything. He just stared off into space, biting at his thumbnail absentmindedly as one of his knees bounced rapidly up and down. "Did you want to finish?" Moreau asked him as she reached for his bowl. "What? No. It"s fine," Fitz said. But automatically, like even when she had touched his shoulder, he hadn"t really heard what she said. Ritchie knew that Fitz got stressed out anytime he was in the presence of his father, but after a very awkward hello to all of them collectively at the landing site back on Oymyakon, his father hadn"t left the cockpit even once, and Fitz hadn"t gone up to talk with him. Was he worried about what would happen when they landed? Or was he worried about their mission? The few hurried words that Colonel Hansen had exchanged with them just before Fitz"s father"s shuttle had landed hadn"t made a lot of sense. But Ritchie gathered the gist of it was they were going to meet a contact while they were on Buennagel, someone who needed to remain secret. Someone who could never meet with them on Oymyakon. Ritchie didn"t know any more than that, but she sensed that Fitz did. "Are you worried about finding our contact?" Ritchie asked him. "What?" Fitz asked, snapping up as if she had woken him from his fugue state. His hand dropped away from his mouth and his knee finally fell still. "You seem… preoccupied," she said. "Do you know who we"re supposed to meet? Or what they"re like?" "No, not really," Fitz said, glancing up at Moreau as she finally took the seat beside him and buckled in. "I wouldn"t worry too much about first impressions," Moreau said. "Colonel Hansen seemed scary and intense when we first met him, right? And now, he"s…" She trailed off, unable to find the words. "He"s Colonel Hansen," Fitz finished for her. "Scary and intense," Ritchie said. "But on our side." "But meeting our contact is only item number two on Fitz"s to-do list," Moreau said, and turned to give Fitz a fixed look. "Isn"t it?" "Yeah," Fitz said glumly. He had promised to finally tell Ritchie the truth. Whatever he had been hiding from her. But not yet. Not on the shuttle. Ritchie pushed all thoughts of it aside before those thoughts could start driving her mad again. Then the pilot"s voice started murmuring to them, his words lost in the roar of the engines as the shuttle dropped down to land. They banked sharply, spiraling in like a leaf on the wind. She wished she could still watch through the window as the grasslands and flowers of home finally grew close enough to make out real details, but all she could see through the glass from her seat was the indigo blue of the sky. She sucked in a breath again. She had forgotten just how blue the skies of Buennagel were. How could she have forgotten that? How many afternoons had she spent sprawled on her back looking up at that sky and wishing she could be up in it? She glanced up at Fitz, and he gave her a little smile, like he had just been having the same memory too. Then the shuttle set softly down on the platform and the engines cut off. The pilot remotely opened the side door, and the sounds of home rushed in to meet them. The wind whispering through the grass, the buzz of countless bees, the drone of the cicadas. And with the sound came the warmth of the wind, and with the wind came the familiar smells. The dry smell of the grass. The sweet smell of the flowers. And the strongest of those was the honey smell of the Immerweis. The Immerweis only bloomed once a year for five days. During those five days, the air was thick with their aroma. And after those five days, the smell was even stronger as the people of Buennagel cooked down the harvested blossoms into a thick syrup they cherished for the rest of the year until the Immerweis bloomed again. She had forgotten that smell, too. She had forgotten helping her mother with the still, condensing armful after armful of faded blossoms into a single jar of golden syrup. And once that jar was full, whatever was left in the still, her mother used to make the candy that was known as Maiden"s Breath. Only faintly sweet as it melted on your tongue, but that sweetness lingered for hours afterward. How had she forgotten it? And would they be staying long enough for the harvest and distilling days? Would she have a chance to taste that candy again? She was the last to unbuckle from her seat and just barely caught her duffle bag as Moreau tossed it to her. So barely caught it that for a second she thought it would continue past her, her fingertips gripping the corner so tenuously. But someone behind her kept it from sailing past her. Thinking it was Fitz, she turned to thank him and found herself looking up at Fitz"s father, General Shackleton Fitz III. And he was glowering down at her, putting the duffle back into her arms with a shove. She had avoided him as they boarded the shuttle, and since he hadn"t come back to the cabin once during the whole voyage, she had managed to avoid him for all of that day. But she was face to face with him now. And it was clear his feelings for her were not changed. Was this a mistake? Fitz had wanted her to be here with him. She had thought over all the reasons not to come, but never spoke them aloud. There were so many memories to confront here, but she had decided that if Fitz needed her, she could handle confronting her past. What she hadn"t taken into account was all the time she was going to be in the company of his father. A man she suspected had actively thwarted her academic career on more than one occasion. A man who had exerted great influence in his quest to keep his son and her far apart. He had failed at both, but that only made her fear him more. What more would he do? And what if he succeeded? Yes, this was feeling more and more like a mistake. Especially the idea of being a guest under his roof. "Is my father"s house still standing?" Ritchie asked. Her voice sounded so small, not how she had wanted to project herself at all. Fitz"s father just gave her a puzzled frown, like he wasn"t sure what language she was speaking. "It"s still there, but it"s occupied by the current diplomat in residence, of course," Fitz told her. "Were you hoping to see it?" She was hoping to stay in it, but clearly that wasn"t going to be how this went at all. She just shrugged. But the general was still staring down at her with that glowering look. Like she was a puzzle to him, yes, but that it was a puzzle that was angering him. A lot. Then another man in a military uniform came into the cabin from the cockpit. Ritchie couldn"t remember his name, but she gathered he was Fitz"s father"s aide-de-camp. There was something about the inky blackness of his hair or in the way his dark eyes were just a shade too close together that made her feel uneasy. Or maybe it was the way he moved, like he was always slinking about. He slid up to the general"s elbow and murmured something brief but inaudible close to his ear. "Fitz, lead your friends up to the house, will you?" his father said. He didn"t wait for an answer, just swept down the ramp with that man half a step behind him. "That guy creeps me out," Ritchie whispered when she was sure they were out of earshot. "You mean Klemm? Tell me about it," Fitz said, his voice also pitched low. "He"s always quietly there. It"s annoying. My father has never had an assistant who had no concept of family time the way this guy does." "Maybe he"s a spy," Moreau said, raising her eyebrows as if the thought tickled her. "Maybe he"s our contact. Who"s also a spy. Spying on your dad." "I don"t think so," Fitz said. "He fits the scary and intense profile," Sokolov said. "Yeah, but you don"t know my father the way I do," Fitz said. "There"s no way that guy is a spy and my father doesn"t know about it. And if he knew about it, he"d be gone. I won"t deny he"s creepy, but I think it"s a harmless sort of creepy." "I hope so," Ritchie said. "This whole trip is going to be stressful enough without being constantly observed by that guy." "He watched us the whole time we were at the townhouse on Jorda," Wyss said. "I think you better steel yourself to the idea of being watched, Ritchie." "Let"s get up to the house," Fitz said, gesturing for the others to precede him down the ramp. "I want to catch a moment alone with my father before dinner, and the sooner the better." Ritchie wanted to drag her feet. The shuttle suddenly felt like her safe space, and she was loath to leave it. But there was something in Fitz"s brown eyes when he looked at her. Some eager expectation. Whatever he wanted to talk to his father about, he was very keyed up about it. And she got the sense that he wanted to share it with her, later. That was a lot to fit in before dinner. But the thought of dinner hit another dread spot in her mind. "Is this going to be a formal dinner?" she asked, biting at her lip in anticipation of what she already knew was going to be the answer. "At my house? There isn"t any other kind," Fitz said. She was afraid of that. But then Moreau slipped her hand into Ritchie"s and gave it a squeeze before leading her down the ramp, out into the sunshine and the flower-scented wind. Ritchie was where she never thought she"d be again. Home.
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