"Hey What is it" Sebastian asked.
"It's nothing" I said.
"I know when I got back, I assumed you were single" I stopped him.
"If I wasn't single I wouldn't let you kiss or have s*x" I said.
"Then why are you so distance" he asked.
"I got my demons to deal with, so I don't need a third degree from you" I said getting up and leaving the room.
"What the hell" he said as he grabs my arm.
"I'm sorry, but I just need my space" I said.
"That's all you had to say" he said before walking out.
I felt like a shitty person, for I did. For what we did.
I try, try I really do, I try not to think about him. I try not to think if he's pleasing her the way he does with me. I try not think about him doing all the things I like to her as well.
I miss his touch.
I miss his hands on my body.
I miss
