"It's nothing to be excited about, he's super mean and I'm afraid of losing my job" I explained briefly without including the kissing part, indeed Bett helped me out of my state, I disconnected the call, took my shower, and lay down on the bed thinking about why he kissed me at the office "he must be a p*****t," I thought deeply "even though he looks great when he dealt with Claire I shouldn't think of a narcissistic man" I covered myself with a duvet and slept after awhile. ****************************************** Arriving at my apartment I walked into my wine cellar, grabbed a glass of vodka, and shoved it down my throat, flashes of what happened at the office rushed through my mind, "I'm going to make your stay with me a hell of a life for talking badly about my self-esteem" I s