Tlou Luna’s question hits me like a punch in the gut. I stare at her not knowing how to answer her without breaking her heart and mine in the process. I want her to be ours so bad I don’t see any other future without her. But as life would have it, we don’t always get what we want, no matter how bad we want it. And I want this so bad, its killing me that I can’t have it. Tau and I have been waiting for her for so long… and to lose her now… “If you asked me that question a couple of days ago, I would have given you a clear answer. An answer that will make you happy…” I say going my voice rough with the emotions I am trying very hard to keep lockup inside. “You don’t have to make me happy. Just tell me the truth,” she says looking up at me. I sit next to her, to keep from paci