Luna “Are you nervous?” Blu asks me as she runs her hands through my hair applying some hair gel to make the curling process easier. Her question catches me off guard. All day long she hasn’t said anything about my dinner date with Tlou and Tau. To tell the truth I was happy that she said nothing. I guess that reprieve was short lived. She seems to be ready to have that conversation now. I mull over her question. Am I nervous? I don’t know. I haven’t allowed myself to think about it all day, because I knew if I thought about it I will definitely change my mind. And for some reason I don’t want to do that. I want… My teeth worry my bottom lip as I think about what I want…I close my eyes as it becomes clear in my mind. I want to know what it feels like…being wanted, being touched