Luna
Two weeks passed by like a breeze as Blu, Richard and I worked hard to organize and make the launch party perfect. I even spent some time with Tlou, well platonic time – where he came over and we went out or spend time curled up on my couch. And every time things got a bit heated Tlou would pull back and slowed things down. Even though I promised myself that I will respect his wishes of not having s*x now, it was getting hard. Every time he pulled back it hit me like a derailed train. Negative thoughts and feelings, I know I shouldn’t be feeling, crowded my mind, making me feel like I wasn’t good enough or something.
I clench my teeth as I stare at the paper bags, ribbons, copies of Richard’s newly printed books and other goodies scattered on my coffee table. Blu is on the floor
