MY ABUSED MATE

CHAPTER 3: CRUSHED BY CRUSH

Aira’s POV

I let out a muffled cry when Chester assaulted my sensitive neck mercilessly with his magical tongue while my fingers fisted in his jet black hair.

He had been cuddling and kissing me relentlessly in his lap and it felt like I could not breathe when his soft nips and kisses along my slender neck and shoulder blade enticed my skin everywhere his soft petal lips touched.

He was a damn good kisser and not to forget- a romantic lover if he could be called one. I know we were nothing near friends too and on highly shaky ground but this was the alcohol acting and I had absolutely no complaints.

“Such a beautiful, sweet baby”, Chester had fondly groaned when he had eagerly wrapped my legs around his well defined, lean torso and fed on me. His vampiric fangs seemed obsessed with my blood !! Ah ! “…. and so unquestioning and delicious”, he had admiringly declared. He is so easy to please. Such an adorable pup. Hehe.

Since then he had made me go crazy with need and desperate to be loved and cherished completely.

“Bond with me ?”, I softly whispered after he crawled back to face me leaving us both hanging.

Looking tenderly at me with desire filled eyes, he tucked a stray strand of hair behind my ear and captured my lips in a soft, enticing kiss before his vampiric fangs dug into the mating spot of my neck slowly and slipped his vampire bonding essence into my blood mainstream !

Oh my Goodness !!

He bonded with me through his Vampiric Essence !

“MINE !”, he possessively declared as his lapping tongue’s thrusts got faster over my bloody bruise and kisses became hungrier all around the temporarily bonded spot.

The essence inside me was permanent now but the bond mark would fade away soon. But that did not matter. A part of Chester’s elixir was inside me now !

Soon enough his hands were fisting the sheets while our pleasure driven moans filled the silence of the room as I too marked him temporarily as mine with my vampire fangs and bonded my essence with his blood’s mainstream too.

Guess it was going to be a long, long night where two souls were scripting their story of innocent and pure love which was driven with the wild desire to stay one with each other.

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Aira’s POV

I woke up to the dreamy warm comfort of a toasty hot body embracing me and I felt my she wolf purr in my head when the body tucked me closer to itself and nuzzled its head in the crook of my neck.

One could say that we fit as perfectly as a lock and key and the bliss that I felt was overwhelming to the extent that when everything came crashing down, it completely broke me through and through.

I stirred awake from my half awake slumber when the body suddenly jerked away from me.

“Ouch !”, I whimpered due to the sudden push.

“s**t. s**t. s**t”, Chester chanted with a horrified expression on his face while looking at my neck, or more specifically at the faded bruise where he had marked me and my face to and fro.

He is regretting everything. He is regretting us !

I whimpered at this thought and felt my heart shatter in a million pieces before it was blasted away to a far away place.

Please please please don’t be a jerk.

Please I beg you.

“Don’t tell anyone”, is all that he said before he scampered away from me and quickly wore whatever shred of upper waisted clothes were left that I had not clawed off him.

“B-But a-are you leaving me just like that ?”, I stuttered as I felt my eyes starting to sting with tears.

“Yes. We can not rewind all this s**t but we can atleast act maturely and never cross paths again till we find our respective mates. This was clearly a blunder and we were drunk. Please leave me alone. I don’t want to get involved with you in any way”, he answered and left me bare- not only physically but mentally as well as emotionally. But we bonded !

After cherishing me as if he loved me, how could he destroy everything that we had together last night just like that ?!

I thought he said that he had a crush on me too !!

Was he just toying with my heart ?

Why did he leave a drop of him in my blood for eternity if he did not want me ?!

Draping myself with one of the sheets over my fully clothed body which still refused to stop shivering; I picked up an almost forgotten lighter from my drawer and burnt the tear soaked bed where we had shared moments of fiery, innocent passion not long back.

As I watched the bed light up in flames, I broke down against the wall crying and I could feel my soul get sucked out of me due to my crush’s ruthless rejection.

In my heart stabbing misery of losing my virgin vampiric essence to a heartless jerk and getting rejected outright, I did not realize when the smoke and ash that filled the room had started to smother me with its toxicity but it was too late by the time I realized what was happening and fainted in the middle of the burning room as my lungs screamed for oxygen minus the carbon surrounding us.

My eyes closed at last as my heart had stopped beating way before, when Chester had rejected me and my mind had stopped working since then, causing my body to go numb.

I loved him and gave him my all.

I must be the only stupid sextuplet who lost her virgin vampiric bonding essence before meeting her mate !!

I felt disgusted with myself and disgusted with my heart, mind, soul, wolf or vampiric beast or whatever the fvck it was that made me fall for that grade one monster.

He led me on !

Why the eff did he have to confess his feelings when he did not act like he meant them !!

I hate him. Hate him so much.

Oh Goddess, please kill me.

I don’t want to live anymore.

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Aira’s POV

THE VISION

“You are not alone in this, Aira. You need to stay strong not only for yourself but me too. I might look and feel human but I am the last surviving Demon. Only you can feel the real me. Until we meet, we shall be in pain but remember that you have a mate who is abused by real devils who roam around in wolf skin and claim that they are the Protectors of Goodness and Destroyers of Evil. I will try to survive for you- for us. We will get through it together, babe. We will make it through this ordeal together. Promise me- promise me that you will live for me and find me. Find me soon, mate. I want to get out of here alive. I love you so much ….”

“Find me”

“Find me, Aira”

“Your time starts now”

“Keep finding me”

“Keep searching for me in the deepest of oceans, cruelest of fires, highest of mountains, coldest of places, wildest of forests, darkest of caves- for I don’t know where I am caged but all I know is that my Demon soul is pure and not dark; it wants to be loved and is calling for you. We want to see light again, feel the warmth of family and experience love once again”

“Save us, mate. Get us out of this hell. I can’t bear it anymore”   

“Remember that I am the last surviving demon and no one knows except for you ! Not even those who claim to be all knowledgeable nor those who kill my soul with their abuse everyday know about it. Keep it a secret and keep finding me”

“Who knows you might find me in the strangest of places”

“Don’t ever give up. I will be waiting for you. Enduring everything to be with you. Save me, mate and I promise you that I will make you the happiest girl ever”

“Find me”

“Find me soon, mate”

“I need you”

“I love you”

“Remember me ….”

“WAIT !”, I screamed. “How will I know it’s you ?”, I asked frantically as I started to feel that I was losing him to a wisp of smoke.

“Your soul will know, mate. My demon and I are calling for you. Remember that we look and feel human but are not. I am a cis male. You will know mate”

“Just believe in me and our love. Don’t stop searching for me. Find me. Find me soon. I am calling for you ….”

[** NOTE TO THE READERS: A cis male is the one who is assigned the gender as a male. Also, the Demon in this story is a Transgender. I just want to point out that love is pure and does not see caste, gender, race and religion. Believe in love because it is immensely fulfilling and the very essence of our existence. Remember that not all Demons are bad and not all Angels are good **]