He told me that he and Clayton were only going to talk and I felt betrayed. He knew how I felt about violenceI didn't want anyone fighting over me! This is it. Jon and I needed to talk. Something had been brewing inside the both of us for the past few weeks and we needed to get it out and just have at it. I was angry and in pain, but my instincts told me that he was in agony too. We needed to talk this out if we could ever have a chance at a healthy relationship. I gulped. An idea just came to me. Racing to the kitchens, I tried not to flinch as everyone still went out of their way to avoid me. Wordlessly, I grabbed a basket and filled it with all the stuff I needed. This was going to workJon and I were finally going to have it out whether he liked it or not. When I had everything I re
