Erica
I was spiraling and I have no idea how to stop it. Yesterday, I spent my day alone sitting at the edge of the cliff looking out at nothing and everything. For some reason I have yet to open the note Alex had slipped in my pocket. I didn’t know why I was so hesitant to read its contents but I was sure whatever was in there would change the course of my actions. Right now, I have no clue what I was going to do next. The only thing I knew was somewhere, somehow I started to have other feelings besides physical attraction for Antonio. If not for that, I wouldn’t have felt the hurt I had felt when I learned that he brought me here because of Gabriel. Not for me.
But then just yesterday morning he had told me it was no longer the only reason. I didn’t know if I should believe him. Logica
