(Emery)
I don't know what the hell I was thinking, I just blurted it out..seeing how he looked at me, how he almost called me baby but held back..I didn't want him to hold back, I wanted him to touch me..to hold my hand and call me baby or say I'm his kitten. I want Asher with my whole heart. I wanted to take that leap with him..to let him know I accept him and I am in this..
The look on his face was one I will never forget, I honestly thought he was having a heart attack or something. The way his body tensed and his eyes darted away as he stared off into space, trying to wrap his mind around what just happened.
After the Rollercoaster ended, he just sat there, shock still filling his face as I witnessed Asher freaking out for the first time in his life. He knows that I know now..it's a
