(Asher) I just finished working out as I made my way home. Em wasn't responding to my texts but I know she went to the store so she probably forgot to check it.. She probably looks so f*****g adorable right now..I can just picture her walking through the aisles and scrunching up her perfect little nose as she searches for whatever item she is looking for. f**k, I wish I could go with her..this is getting harder and harder every damn day. It sucks because before all of this Emery and I never hung out one on one ever, so it's not like I can suddenly start doing that without seeming suspicious. I have always made sure to keep my distance considering Carson's stance on the whole matter. I don't know when it started but Carson used to be this way with Mack when they were kids and then it swi