Amanda’s POV.
Even when I and Kelvin were in the earliest stages of our relationship, I hadn’t been this nervous.
I was raised to be confident, to be sure of my steps, my words, my actions. I couldn’t show the slightest hint of doubt or someone might prey on it and use that small weakness to bring me down. I applied that to my relationship as well. I wasn’t very flirtatious and it took me time to be comfortable enough to be affectionate, I never let myself fret before or during our dates and I never allowed myself to worry about him not finding me beautiful.
I used to be that way. But now, I was fretting over my hair and my make up, hell, the fact that I was putting on any make up on it’s own is something. It took me a solid fifteen minutes to pick my outfit and then another fifteen min
