For a week I managed to avoid Nash and his buddies at all costs. However, that had also meant that I had avoided Noah and oftentimes Becca. Her and Sasha's texts came through my phone on a daily basis as I seemed to completely cut myself off from everyone. It wasn't that I no longer wanted to speak with them, it was simply that my mind was so tapped out, and I was so angry all the time over everything that had happened in my life that I didn't know how to deal. The day I left Nash in the gym I tried to ignore everything that had happened with him, but I couldn't. My mind swirled around the idea of what my life could have been like had I never had the issues with Trevor, had my mom never died and left me to protect myself. Everything in my life had been planned out, but the moment she re