I can’t stop thinking about Archer’s offer to be my first. It haunts me, even as I try to go about my day. I know he was genuine, and that means something. The way he said the words… I shake my head. On my way to Mia’s room to wake her from her nap, I walk past each of the brothers’ bedrooms. It’s the afternoon, but Beau’s room is locked and quiet, with the lights out. Beau’s still inside, sleeping. How many late nights did we share together? Well, he’s used to that sort of thing. He might be nocturnal. Beau is a very generous lover. If I were to give my virginity to him, he would likely take his time. He’d probably spend hours preparing me. At that point, it might seem more like blissful torture. We might never get past the foreplay. Steven’s lights are on. He’s likely in his room d